CD14

So, the bleeding was just a brief thing, didn't even last until that evening.  I spoke with the nurse about it and she thinks that it could have been left over from my period.  I put a link to my chart on the right side of the page if you would like to look at it.  Basically, I am just floating along until the shift that shows ovulation. 

Chris wants to do the Baby Dance (BD/Sex) every other day....OF COURSE HE DOES!! LOL!!!  I am fine with that, I know that we probably wont get pregnant this month but a girl can hope!  The nurse did mention that I might not ovulate for several cycles, this is sort of disappointing but then I have to believe that what is meant to happen will happen; I have had 3 people say that line to me today and as much as I do believe it, it REALLY SUCKS and I am SICK of hearing it!

Sorry for the run-on sentences and typos, I just dont have the energy to be a creative writer today.

CD12 and spotting

I really just want to cuss right now!  What is my body doing????????  I started spotting this morning and I hope it doesn't last long.  I really just wanted to have a regular cycle and be pregnant, but now I am thinking we shouldn't try this month.  I need my uterus to be a safe place for the next baby.  I just don't know what to do.  If we don't try this month I will be so sad and then we will not be having a baby this year.  This is all so hard. 

What do do?  What would you do?

CD 9

Just wanted to let yall know I am alive and that I've started taking my temps so that hopefully we can detect when I ovulate.  Trying to not get antsy but it is not easy. I am just ready to be pregnant again, to start looking forward instead of backward and all the what if's and wishes and dreams.  I am  hoping/wishing/praying for a new little one to love and call my own.

CD 1 is here

This is 34 days since their birth, which is a normal cycle length for me.  Lets all start crossing our fingers and praying that my body is healed and getting ready for another baby.

waiting game

We are just waiting till AF arrives, hopefully around the 14th.  This also puts us at 6 weeks past delivery of the twins which is normal according to my doctor.  

lets get it started in here!

We have ovulation!  This is good news that my body is already working.  So, I am predicting a period in 14-16 days.  That is if my body does what it did before.

new blog, why?

Why do I feel the need to start a new blog?

Well, I feel like that too many of our in real life people have access to my other blog.  There are my co-workers that don't need to know that we are trying right away.  There are friends from all over the US that I don't want to talk about the specifics that I want to post on here.  Basically, I don't need my WHOLE world to know every time my husband and I have sex. 

I will still be keeping up with our other blog as a remembrance to our babies and eventually I see myself moving back there, if and when we are pregnant.   But you are the lucky few that get to be in my crazy mind as I obsess about my body again and trying to conceive our baby number 3.  So if you are reading this, please remember that what is said here is just for you and don't repeat it to my outside/in real life world.

So, here we are a new beginning, cheers!